i don't quite know what to say, i don't quite know what to do, about anything, or about anyone. this isnt a disguised post about anyone in particular, i just feel incredibly lost and alone. luckily ive got friends (certain ones) who truly love me and rally around me, but i still feel disconnected to everything. i don't know whats wrong with me. i need to do something. i think an xbox will seriously increase my quality of life. that may sound silly, but whatever works. and i do love you, i do. im sorry ive been so fucking weird. but like i said, im really not sure what this caterpillar is transforming into. for all i know, it could be something glorious. gotta think positive. gotta think, period. gotta stop thinking. hrm.